BARU NIAT

listen: Coldplay – Fix You

When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Yea, I wish somebody will be here *nepuk bantalan kursi di samping gue*. Nemenin, dan ma’af atas apapun yang akan gue ocehkan nantinya. Nor when I just shut my mouth.

But they aren’t, you aren’t, no one here.

Suddenly, here comes my father gently eyes. My mom with her sweat all over her face, cooking something in our kitchen. My big giant lil brother silly face, while I want to know about a long-black-hair-girl picture on his wallet.

Begitulah kira-kira. Setelah agak-agak sebel karena nggak bisa ikutan kumpul-kumpul sama temen-temen, dan ada berita buruk satu lagi about my job(s) yang terancam deklamasi nggak penting tentang gandalism workspace blabla nahnah teuingteuing, gue memutuskan untuk berbulan puasa di rumah. Pengennya pas puasa hari pertama tuh gue bisa barengan sama keluarga, sampe Idul Fitri.

Sebagai seorang anak yang 3 tahun ini hanya puas mendengar suara-suara emak-babe via kabel, ini adalah keputusan cepat paling memuaskan yang pernah gue ambil, nggak ada pertimbangan tandingan atau apapun, nggak pake nengok-nengok lagi. Hmmm, it will be a long long vacation ever dalam sejarah gue pulang kampung.

Ini memang baru niat tapi melegakan, since I realize that, there is a treasure island named HOME.

Yak, benar.
I will go HOME.

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